Th Disaster Behind Every Beautiful Love

Th Girl.

valerie

21 Years Old
25/09/88
J

&myLOVE

WEI SI LUY

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Friday, October 31, 2008

i am very sad/down/upset, whatever you guys call it.

m feeling:(((((((( x100000000 times

I'm a prawning hero now,

thats th only thing m smiling about.

and, i just don't need more headache now, please.

4:03:00 AM
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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I don't know how long i'll continue this way either.
i hate you but i love you. i like you too.

Sometimes, you don't get t decide so you wait.
But waiting....... th feeling is indescribable.
It gets unimaginably confusing t th extent where,
waiting becomes a habit you cannot kick off.
You don't know, t put in more effort,
t stay th way it is or t just chuck it all away.
I, don't know now, what i feel for you and you.
wished i knew.

A perplexed state of mind,
thats me, for now.

Mez says,
when you're in a relationship,
not every decision must be a wise move.
I was quite bemused over this line.
then i wonder,
why i always spend sleepless nights
sometimes with K,
looking for th wisest decisions.

Xiu Hua says,
Treat guys like bra and sweets,
slowly pick and choose,
th most comfortable and tastiest one.
My life would have been so much better,
if i had been like this, i suppose?

Right now, m feeling ~~stuck~~ very very stuck.
Like how th poor prawn was stuck in th gap
with my feet on top,
th last time i went prawning with steph and mez.
Then i try t wriggle my way out,
realising that i got hooked on,
then thrown into th net.
still waiting for th right time to get out.

M still infested by so many issues, esp. home.
How? Bf won't even try to help make things better.

And, you will never know how heart wrenching it was,
t see that. idk why either. why?

一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累

3:11:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

yas ton naci , yasan nawisg nihts emitem os

very very tired.
This is what you call nonsense.

1:13:00 AM
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Earlier on, whistle tried to be friends with K's soksi(brownie), but ended up with my dear little wei si lu being afraid of th 5 mths old retriever, haha.

Then there was this guy who brought his 3 year old husky and retriever to play with whistle and soksi, and ended up with little soksi being bullied by th big boys, funny funny. They help my whistle take revenge, MUAHAHAHA, kidding K.

Second lesson commences tomorrow, not really looking forward to it cuz i know i won't pass th second prac with just one lesson:(((

XI JUN, because calling xi jun makes you sound so dirty and unwanted, hahaha. Im helping you maintain your prettiness and wanted-ness, so i call you jermaine. Jermaine is a very sweet name lo. Say thank you. WAHAHAHA!!

And to my sexyyyyy cousinsssss,
Mcke if you don't have my number, you could have gotten it from gwen or my sis lo, NO HEART!!!!! M having my lessons at CDC, go find my number, drop me a msg and i'll tell you th details.
Gwen, come back work uh!!!!! Then you'll have moneyyyy, then you can take lessons with me!!! and yes, i'll go into details another time when i see you or hear from you as well.

I don't know why m replying tags in my post, probably i can type longer sentences at one go when i do it here. haha, nonsense.

Been seeing ferlynn more often than usual, which is not a bad thing. I see she's having some troubles these days so i'll be there to listen babe, anytime i'm just a call away from your pinky.

don't you realise communication between us is really really low these days??
CBD soon, i think.
why don't you do something??

3:22:00 AM
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Saturday, October 11, 2008

I PASSED MY LESSON ONE!!! HOOO-HOOO!!!!!

Very very surprising. Now i have cancel th other two LESSON ONES that i have actually booked in advance, for th fact that i think im so stupid i would alot of lesson ones before i can pass.

Jermaine, if it means giving up my pracs for having no sun, i'd do that. haha, th sun will still be there no matter what. i've already half melted today.

i gave you another month, that's all you have left, remember.

2:11:00 AM
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Friday, October 10, 2008

Waterfall kills.
I won't drink waterfall, anymore.

Amazingly, baby wasn't pissed at me for getting drunk:)
Lazing at home for the whole day, hangover-ing.
tomorrow's my fourth practical but still stuck at lesson 1.
i hope there's no sun tomorrow, i will melt.

12:30:00 AM
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Monday, October 06, 2008

i don't like today, bad day.
i prefer yesterdays,
i still bother, at least.

Then again, i wished you were back.

Come back?

3:07:00 AM
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