Thursday, November 22, 2007
I killed him.
8:34:00 PM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
I've got no idea why, but darling definitely did something tht i love tonight.
HE CAME T FETCH ME T HIS HOUSE:)))He picked me up at th coffeshop opp karen's place, with his friend daniel nd his girlfriend. He's so mean t daniel. He's kind enough t actually come pick me nd send darling nd i back home, then he decides t drop us at th main road which is a 3 mins walk t darling's house. But this lazy bum made his friend turn into th carpark for him.
Intially when i picked up th withheld call, i didn't expect him t say wht he was about t say, it was so unbelievable tht i asked him over nd over again just t be sure. WAHAHAHAH!!! Well, this used t be common t me, but it wasn't anymore. tht's why i get so excited over this small little matter now.
His mommy just came in nd forced him t take off his contact lenses, nd he was so fcuking fierce t her, zzz, he nd his bad temper will never change.
Suki sushi with my bestfriends in th late evening, it was pretty much enjoyable tho neither me nor karen likes suki sushi, but we obliged due t her cravings for raw salmon as it is included in th buffet unlike sakae sushi. Then cheryl met us up with a little less than half a bottle of vodka at hougang plaza nd we bus-ed back t karen's place tgthr.
Surfed th net nd drank nd smoke at bestest best friend's house then darling called, so m at his house now nd he's dead asleep behind me.
Oh, nd i killed a lizard yesterday, in a cruel manner. Somehow, it deserves t be killed, cuz he is a lizard, but i felt super bad. Cuz he squiggled nd wriggled till one of his feet came off, took a photo of it, i'll show you tmr. Im not gonna tell you how i killed it, it's super horrible.
Cheryl's off t mos, nd st's doing bad things, hahah, remember, THE EARTH IS ROUND:D
I am a happy happy girl today, cuz i got t spend time with my two of my best friends today, i haven't been giving them much of my time since i started full time at km8.
I wanna get a laptop, anyone with a credit card wanna help me??? Cuz i wanna pay by installment(m not so rich t pay it all at once). PLEASE?????
Some dumb asshole called my phone using withheld. It wouldn't be darling cuz m with him. It wouldn't be ferlynn either cuz she's at steve's place. Nd th last person who would call me using withheld is karen, but it wouldn't be her cuz she's going out. So yes, i remembered tht a very stupid nd brainless bitch also uses withheld, so i say it is definitely her. Dumb enough t call me, but wouldn't talk. so i left it aside until she hangs up herself, anyway she's paying for it not me, i don't care:);do something better please, looking at you makes me sick, so there ure photos go, torn nd into my spits(:Labels: i am happy today:DDD
1:43:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Dumb Bitch is you.
So, somehow i haven't been doing proper updates on myself, instead i've been screwing others up on my page, zzzz.
Maybe these re just angry days, they'll go away soon, i hope.
M at ah yi's house now nd he's dead asleep behind me. Then i tried waking him up nd told him i wanna go ve sushi with karen nd ferlynn, th response he gives me is standard when he's sleeping. He would answer me, but he'll add one sentence of "BU YAO FAN WO LA". Asshole, but tht's only when he's sleeping.
Can someone tell me if SAKAE SUSHI or SUKI SUSHI is better? Cuz th two bitches re fighting over which t go nd which is nicer. hahaha.
Currently munching on a huge fat sausage nd waiting for their call, nd if they're gonna drag on nd on, i think we won't be able t go for sushi alr.
His mommy bought food for us, but i doubt i'll eat it, for th fact tht i'v never liked eating springrolls. Oh, nd if you realised, i took down th post containing little bitch's pictures, haha, darling found out nd made me delete th post, but clever me only saved it as draft instead.
;you'll never be.
5:17:00 PM
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GIRLS RE SEX TOYS, YOU MEAN???
Bastard.
;you dexes her, bloody fcuk.
12:02:00 AM
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Monday, November 12, 2007
Im getting fevers only at night nd i don't know why, it's damn annoying when i can't even ve a good night's sleep after a 14-hour shift, i think somethings wrong with my body.
I think my dog will die of electrocution soon, he managed t destroy th third charger tht m using.
I held it up, it was super hot nd thr was smoke emitting from it. Now i ve t get a new charger again. zzz.
IM SICK SICK SICK. It sucks, totally.
;where did i go wrong??
1:09:00 PM
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Saturday, November 10, 2007
Just added another three songs t my blog so they'll be played randomly.
Sick, bad bad cough+watery watery flu+night fevers, whats more? I still go t work as usual. My mucus re like free flow. ANYBODY WANTS T SEND FREE MEDICINE T ME, CUZ M SUPER LAZY T GO T TH DOCTOR. But today i requested t leave at 6 when i was supposed t end at 8. Nd i happen t hear bout some stuff, you mr. AH.
Just in case you might happen t come across this, this is for you.
I don't know why, but you were on my mind this whole day. From tanjong beach t th tram t beach station t vivocity, you never left my mind. I guess m starting t miss you a little too much. I never really did manage t concentrate on trying t shop for something at all, th two hours spent thr was just a total waste. I don't even know if its cuz of you tht tears just fall or was th show too sad, i don't know but i just cried. I'd hate you twice th time you actually CLAIMED you love me. How did you manage t be such an asshole? Feels like i don't know you at all, maybe i really don't. Th moment you decides someone should be out of ure life, thr's an immediate replacement, how fcuking cool can you get? I tried badly, so badly t put on a smile. I don't even know why this whole thing could distract me so so well. So much as i don't wanna even think bout it, th images just come, like a silent movie. Thanks for playing it so well, i admire you for tht. congrats.
;Things come nd go, but there are some things tht you'll never get it back once you let it go. i regret.
11:07:00 PM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007
Say HELLO t pandas, cuz you don't talk me t sleep anymore.
4:05:00 AM
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Saturday, November 03, 2007
I've been staying in my dearest ah yi's house th past two nights, i bet my puppy misses me. I did something so evil yesterday:) Remember th other time i ruined everything related t tht stupid bitch yanling 'cept for th photos??? Hur, i decided tht i can't see them anymore. Tore it up(i didn't do it, ah yi did it) nd dumped it into th bin with all th ashes nd saliva. I took th photos before it was torn up nd th aftermath of it, but m still at his house now nd i don't ve th cable so photos later. Just so tht you know, ure nothing but spits nd ashes thts why ure face lands up in th bin:)
Anyway, he's left for work early this morning nd m having my usual at-his-house-breakfast. We did something really retarded yesterday night before turning in, played five-ten with red wine. I swear it's damn disgusting when you take red wine by gulping it down.
Work starts at 6 nd i've gotta get ready t go home soon.
;m damn evil......
2:41:00 PM
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Friday, November 02, 2007
Forever, you'd still exist, not t you but t me at th least.
Tears fell upon hearing those words.
12:46:00 AM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007
For yesterday, To my bestest best friend, i'll ve t really say a big big sorry.
Gave you unnecessary trouble, disturbed you from ure beauty sleep(i know ure sleep's really impt t you). But thank you for everything. Ure one tht i'll never want t fall out with. sorry.
I thought we could really stay as friends, but i guess this was not th way it is right from th start. It's best tht we keep away. Cuz i know you've always wanted t be more than just a friend. I've always tried t care bout ure feelings, tht's why i always try not rejecting you if i can. My decision was already made long time ago nd you should know it. I thought tht we were just gonna be back as friends cuz tht's wht you said t me.
My love. I didn't know you actually cared this much. I don't know you could get so worried for me. I thought i didn't matter t you anymore but i was so wrong. Tho it was a mistake made, it finally showed me tht i am important t you. It has always been my own assumptions how you felt towards me, you proved my assumptions wrong. M really sorry.
This is for you.
5:11:00 PM
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I killed him.
For yesterday, 