Friday, September 28, 2007
Turning nineteen didn't exactly feel tht good, th mood just wasn't thr cuz my period came right smack on my birthday!!!!!
Th first moments of my birthday was spent at km8 with my dearest karen nd cheryl, izad nd his kitchen boys, sha nd her friend, ayu , dayat nd hairmie. It really was enjoyable until i was thrown into th sea:))) All thanks t dayat nd th main culprit, FIR. Initially, dayat only wanted t scare me by carrying me nd walking in th waters, then fir ran towards us nd gave dayat a super big push nd i dropped in, cool. Nd then again on my birthday they played th same stupid game played at mychelle's birthday, with red wine also included apart from th beer nd th bottle of absolut. Cheers t these people, i really enjoyed it. Love it.
Wed night was spent at zouk with karen, mambo night was a total disaster with th whole dancefloor packed. Phuture was worse, jam packed. Th people inside were practically pushing nd shoving rather than dancing, worst thing was th air, super warm nd everyone was pespiring nd sticky skins sticking on each other definitely did not feel good at all.
2 tequila shots, 2 bourbon cokes, 1 beer nd another jug of vodka cranberry was supposed t get me more than drunk, but i didn't even get th hint of drunk at all, i was so amazed at myself tht night. Eve nd step were spotted at zouk, nd they fcuking scare th bloody hell out of me. Like maybe i look like pontianak or something, they screamed right into my face th moment th saw me. Nd i really don't fcuking understand why they like t squeeze themselves in zouk nd phuture so much, go mos luh!!!!!
Full shift on thursday after two days off work nd i was god damn it sleepy. On top of tht, Muddyyyyy had t worsen it, zzzz. Luckily th ladies were around.
Cab-ed t dempsey hill t look for dayat with th ladies after work nd i swear his workplace looks like some high class supermarket, but it was a nice place luh, lotsa sweets nd chocolates. Ben nd jerry's was right at th next block nd th cakes looks superbly delicious, i wanna go there next time.
ND here's t evelyn, cuz you always wanna know when i wanna make it clear t dayat, i've already done it:)) It's a really long story nd it's not very nice t post it up, so i shall skip this part.
M super sleepy now, i need sleep. For th past two nights i haven't had enough sleep due t hanging out too much.
;Finally it's a load off.
11:01:00 PM
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Saturday, September 22, 2007
Work at 5 yesterday nd i train-ed t harbourfront with Ms Teo, she was meeting up with kenneth. Definitely it was a nice day yesterday:)
They were supposed t meet-up at 4:30 but both were late nd bumped into each other in th train. I can say tht he's a rather nice guy from wht i've seen nd unambiguously he can take care of you better.
Karen was nice enough t come down t km8 t visit, was surprised. She left for Cafe Del Mar after slacking awhile nd she promised she'll come back t wait for me t end work. Then i guess tht on th way back t km8 from cdm, she decides t go dating with kenneth at southern most point, WAHAHAHA!!! But it was worth making her good friend wait luh, right?????
Anyway, yesterday was a sweet beginning nd m really happy for you. M glad tht thr will be no barriers between you nd ure friends anymore, haha.
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Thursday, September 20, 2007
Initial plan of sun-tanning with victoria was ruined by th police cases, medical reports nd court sessions. Yes, i definately had a hectic day on my once-a-week off day.
As if waking up extra early(when i could sleep in) t get t th polyclinic wasn't enough, i got an emergency call from my mom as th court had requested my presence nd court was adjourned till my siblings nd i arrived.
Sis had a craving for chicken rice after today's session nd together with mom, bro nd aunt, we strolled over t Tiong Bahru Chicken rice opp th chinatown's wet market. ND ND nd, as if wasting my perfectly planned off day wasn't bad enough, i had t see blood oozing out of my big toe nd my whole right feet hurting.
We had planned t use th train after dinner, nd instead of walking on the super packed proper pavements build for humans, we used th road. Nd guess what, this rather big car decides t bang into me, super suayyyyy. ME ME ME of alllllllll th hundreds of people also using th road. I was thrown t th left side of me nd luckily a couple was walking beside me nd tht prevented myself from getting more abrasions as i had collided into them instead.
Th front left wheel ran over th whole of my left feet and caused this big tear on my toe, i can even see my own flesh. My toe's just plain grody now, nd th bandage makes my feet look so awkward, zzzzz, nd i swear it hurts like fcuk. i really don't know how m gonna get t work.
Before hurting myself, i had even agreed t go skating, nd now this had t happen. Th best part of this whole accident, th fcuking driver did not even bother t stop or even apologise. Bloody bastard with no courtesy at all, i hope he crash nd die.
MY BIRTHDAY'S COMING!!!! HOW AM I GONNA LOOK NICE WITH TH BANDAGE BEING PART OF ME????!!!!! I CANNOT WEAR HEELS!!!! I CANNOT WEAR SHOES!!!!! I VE T FCUKING WEAR STUPID SLIPPERS!!!!!!
Help? Someone?
;ANNOUNCEMENT: 25th September is MY BIRTHDAY!!!
10:52:00 PM
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Monday, September 17, 2007
Thr's actually many many things i wanna say but looking at th date of my last post, i feel so reluctant t blog.
Steamboat at coca for Mychelle's birthday on Tuesday evening with km8 staff, lots of food nd laughter. Then t fragrance hotel for drinks with most getting high nd wasted:)
Headed t boat quey with vic, her boyfriend nd his brother on i forgot which day t this certain pub, Rage. Ferlynn's working thr, nd i thought she might hang on t this job for sometime but no, she decided t leave after three days.
Nd i realised my blog's got no pictures 'cept for words nd more words. M super lazy t actually go upload photos.
My puppy's settling quite well with me. Hyperactive nd loves waking me up in th early morning with his barks, kind of irritating when m super tired.
;th choice is clear.
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Sunday, September 09, 2007
Nd all you fcuking know how t say is, "i don't wanna get myself hurt." Who's hurting who???? Bloody moron. You know m beginning t hate you so much, i really am.
Bloody FCUK.
ASSHOLE, you.
;ure sucha bastard. who's th bigger liar?
12:40:00 PM
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Friday, September 07, 2007
This is t a certain person.
Why some guys like t entertain two girls at once, i don't know. On one hand, you told one, "i love you so much." On th other hand, you tell another one th same thing. How ironic, i didn't know you were like this. Girls re toys t you i suppose.
Well, something just kept urging me t look at it, tho i know i shouldn't ve. But i went ahead anyway. If ure so afraid of losing someone, don't even go for another cuz in th end you'll lose both. You even ve th cheek t tell me, "i believe in karma." Utterly CRAP, i would say.
I've told you, guys re all th same, nd indeed i wasn't wrong at all. You were no different, i knew it tho you kept trying t prove me wrong cuz i didn't believe i would be wrong. No doubt you made me feel loved. But i didn't reciprocate cuz i know thr is still someone tht i can't bring myself t stop loving.
Anyway, since you wanna play it this way, go ahead. I can't be bothered, cuz ure no different.
;I hate myself for loving all of you.
12:31:00 PM
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Monday, September 03, 2007
Haven't had th time t update since chalet ended. But i found time today anyway since m only starting work at 5pm.
Chalet was...... great? Haha, It was definately great t see th girls, esp those i haven't seen in twenty thousand years. Alcohol wasn't part of th chalet but th pub-goers were craving for some nd vic had her boyfriend bring down two bottles of martell at a time soooooo wrong, 6am.
Friday was supposed t be down at bottoms up drinking with ferlynn nd victoria. Then some people wanted t watch Ratatouille, so i only stayed with them for less than an hour an i had t leave, m sorry girls. Th movie was great, but th timing was...zzzz. You know i was super tired for th whole week cuz i haven't been sleeping well. So throughout th whole movie, i fell asleep unknowingly countless times.
Sunday was supposed t be a good day at work, cuz everythin went smoothly but but BUT, i drank, it was not alot but i drank fast so tht resulted in me, not being able t do my closing properly, plus i was super tired. I was trying so hard t act like m okay, but my head was spinning so badly in th end i just left everything thr nd ayu had t help me clear up, sorry....
You know how excited i am when m only one day away from getting a dog? I am very very excited.
;i saw you kissing someone else.
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