Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Chalet's tmr nd th bitches re at marina south, cool:)
Let's pray tht they can wake up t check in tmr, otherwise i wish them luck.
Just reached home from west coast, superrrrr tired. Sometimes, i really don't feel like going out with colleagues cuz we're somewhat different. In a sense, because of th difference in race. It's always like one chinese nd th rest re all malays nd t be honest, it really bores me out cuz i don't understand a single shit tht they're saying.
Sometimes, you'll see them laughing nd laughing but i just stare into air. At times, i might laugh but tht's because i find their laughter funny. Most of th time, i felt as though i could doze of anytime, like i cam from Mars or something. zzz.
My eyes re really gonna drop out if i continue typing, so good night world:)
;I Love You nd I Like You.
5:20:00 AM
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Monday, August 27, 2007
Just returned home from ahyi's place. Feeling like......... i don't know what either.
Chalet's only 2 days away nd yet nothing has been prepared. I think it's gonna be a failure, hur hur.
Nd, monday's here again, i hate mondays, soooooooo much.
Met up with Girlfriend, Sok Teng nd kelly th night before. Well, i could say, kelly has become more hilarious than before. I haven't seen her in ten thousand years nd now she laughs at th slightest thing, i guess thr must be something really wrong with her.
Finally, this sunday which was yesterday, did not rain nd we didn't hafta bore ourselves out for a third week, thank god. Sometimes, i really wished some colleagues at km8 die soon, they really get on th nerves, e.g KENNON!!!!
i swear tht i super hate him, tho thr re times tht he's actually nice(which i thought was rather fake). Anyway, i just can't work with him, cuz i super hate it when he starts doing things his own way. Sometimes, i wished i would suddenly turn into a crazy woman, then run t th kitchen, get th knife nd stab him t death. But after sometime, i thought it was quite a perverted thought. zzzzz. Work's bad, home's worse, what else?
It's morning shift tmr, so pretty valerie shall go t bed now. Good night.
;sometimes you give me hope, sometimes. tht's when i start t loosen my fingers off ures.
4:05:00 AM
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Saturday, August 25, 2007
After spending so much time in dayat's car, finally i took th transport home today:) i missed transport.
Work has been kinda chilling these days, due t i don't know why, nd mady's like not th mady i used t know. There's been some talks going on, i know. Hur, I guess this is just life, humans re just like this, zzzz, no comments,
Actually ahyi wanted t meet me up tonight, which was supposed t be now but he suggested Sunday after work instead. Boring. Sometimes i really don't know if i still love you, really. i wished i didn't, but i just can't help it.
M like just days away from my pay nd my puppy!!!! Yayyyy!!! Superbly happy:))))))))))
I'll be heading down t zouk tmr, with karen teo. Girlfriend's having some show thr, so we're heading down t show our support. Will be finishing work at 5pm, then go home, bathe then meet up with karen for th all time favourite, ban mian @ 805.-slurps- Just thinking bout it makes me wanna drool.
;sometimes, humans just get a lil' too greedy, they want everything.
2:30:00 AM
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Friday, August 24, 2007
See, this is th adorable little puppy m gonna get, nd it's so fcuking tiny now.
Anyway, i just received my confirmation letter two days ago, which means my pay's gonna increase by a hundred buckeroos. Yet, on th other hand, there re a few issues tht's urging me t print th resignation letter nd just hand it in. Give me another month, most probably i'll leave.
I don't understand why these things must be th issue amongst everyone, almost. It's super irritating.
Was supposed t be meeting ahyi yesterday, but he was working nd i went for supper with dayat instead. Took th west side transport with him t bukit batok then headed t changi airport in his 'SKATES WITH FOUR BIG WHEELS ND HAS AIR-CON'. Haha.
I need my camera badly, zzz. Either i go get a new one or i get th old one fixed. All because, i decided t drop my camera one day nd th flash broke, i don't even know if i can get it fixed. Next, i need t fill up my wadrobe, anybody wanna help me??? Bah, th list will just go on nd on.
Nd, IT'S ONE MONTH T MY BIRTHDAY!!!!! So all of you should know wht t do.
I'll be heading t zouk on sat night, anybody wanna join me??? Cuz i'll be alone. Hehe, i managed t chage shift with ayu.
Alright, i guess i should go get myself ready for work now.
;imiss, TKY.
2:25:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
First nd foremost, i would like t send my apologies t my darlings, there's been so many things going on, i've neglected ya'll nd ure calls.
I decided t change my url for sometime days back cuz i haven't been updating nd i don't want you guys t come all th time nd look at th same old post.
Ferlynn is right, soccer kills. I really don't know wht t do anymore. Should i leave it alone?? M still functioning so well right now cuz ure not gone. I still
Girlfriend invited me t zouk this coming saturday. M working afternoon this week, so i might change shift with ayu so tht i can make it thr by 10pm.
Anyways, i'll be collecting my lil' pup soon:)))) At least this is th only thing i can be happy about. I don't know how it looks like, but i guess it should be super adorable.
I've been going out with dayat so often now tht i've neglected my friends, guess i should reduce on it. There's staff outing tonight t St. James, i didn't even know thr's ktv at power station. hur. Then dayat wants t go t johor before i go for staff outing.
Sometimes i wished tht i had lesser things t remember, lesser things t do, then i won't ve so much t think about, i miss those days........
None of you knows whts inside.
3:21:00 PM
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Friday, August 10, 2007
Friday, Saturday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, FRIDAY!! After one whole week of neglecting my blog, i've decided t get my ass back here.
These days, i've been reading many other blogs, nd then i was wondering to myself, wht's with th world today? Is this a kind of season tht or disease tht's affecting everyone? Heartbreaks.
I've been out a lil' too often i realised. But it was great, i managed t meet up with my girlfriend finally. I swear i miss her so fcuking much. Nd m considering if i wanna join her.
M very very sick nd tired of working at km8 now. Dang, it's putting a toll on me. Excess don't come by tht often but shortage comes by every single fcuking week. I've got th resignation letter ready, just tht some people keep pulling me back nd th printer at home can't print it out.
TKY was so nice over th phone yesterday, unusual. You see, we're used t th very unreasonable him nd then he just becomes so nice all of a sudden, everyone's shocked. My stupid made up stories manage t work on him yesterday, m i getting more intelligent or is he getting dumb?
this chptr ends for now.
good bye my friends.
AND I WANT TH PHOTOS, KAREN TEO!!!!
3:46:00 PM
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Thursday, August 02, 2007
what was it all about?
been there, done that, m numb.
heartaches come by once inna while.
tears drop alittle too often.
enough of this whole nonsesical shits happeing.
it's just so absurd,
i've had enough, really.
But i just can't bring myself t let it go.
Hiatus.
ure everything bad.
my horror movie.
it's so misleading.
stabs nd scars re my late night supper.
everything's left nd gone,
never felt this drained.
th best tht has happened,
m still hanging on.
powerhouse th night before.
woke up nd realised i got wasted.
m supposed t go out, bye.
2:08:00 PM
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After spending so much time in dayat's car, finally i took th transport home today:) i missed transport.
See, this is th adorable little puppy m gonna get, nd it's so fcuking tiny now.