Th Disaster Behind Every Beautiful Love

Th Girl.

valerie

21 Years Old
25/09/88
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&myLOVE

WEI SI LUY

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BIKEY license
Driving license
Ipod Touch
New Skates

&Cacophony

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Friday, July 27, 2007

I was just wondering if i should blog, nd thought tht, since i've alr turned on th laptop, why not?

Anyhow, skating plans weren't destroyed tho th weather actually made th grounds wet nd we had "algae" on our skates half th time. Initially, cheryl nd i intended t skate all th way t east coast, but we never made it there. Hur.

Nd for th first time after sucha long time, i had th fear of falling again. Cuz i had t give up th skates with brake t karen nd i wore th one without. Amazingly, i did not fall, at all. But, th one who's got a brake didn't dare t use it. Nd so she fell, TWICE:) Th way she described her first fall was really really funny. Nevertheless, we carried on skating. Met up with dayat nd ayu at (old)tampines road nd we proceeded t ve supper at jackson's after sending ayu nd karen home.

It felt exceptionally good t skate, love it so much. Cuz i haven't had th time t actually make time for skating. Nd since i've got a kaki for skating now, i guess it's time we should start doing this more often. Oh, nd skating is supposed t be a healthy lifestyle ain't it? Hur, but i guess we made it unhealthy by stopping by th bus stop t smoke all th time.

Took quite a number of photos, will upload it once i get hold of 'em, it's all in karen's digital cam. I suppose she'll take 5000 years t upload them into her com.

Karen, it's not good t "JI CHOU" you know, must forgive nd forget.

;i'mnothappyallthetime, thesmilesareisjustafacade.

4:34:00 AM
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Just returned home from th club. Ain't it cool now, i didn't get drunk nd neither did i for last week. Thumbs up for valerie goh. This time round, we did not club-hop like we usually do, i don't know why but we headed straight t mos.

Th smoking area over at smoove, they shouldn't call it th SMOKING AREA, instead they should name it, TH FASTER ROUTE T HELL. Yes, i think th psi in tht room, maybe 200?? Haha. It was so dreadful t be inside.

Nd here's why i think they should not ban smoking in clubs nd all. 1)Like wht i mentioned above, smokers re gonna be cramped into this tiny room nd deathrate's nd illnesses among smokers will undoubtedly increase. 2)Smokers smoke outside th club nd they don't provide bins(maybe 1 in every 10 mile? haha), therefore encouraging smokers t conveniently fling their ciggarette butts anywhere across th paths/roads. Thus, they ve t spend money hiring bangalas t clean up after us. Nd where do they get th money t pay th bangalas? From th fines they get from smokers who just dump their ciggs on th ground. Th government is crap nd government officials re just bullshits.

Oh, for th first time i got so fed up with comfort cabs. Yesterday, i woke up late nd was already late for work, so when ure late, th fastest way probably re taxis. Yes, i booked a cab nd no doubt th cab came, but then in th end he made me call for another cab because he was already changing shift nd he blamed th operator for giving him tht booking. I thought t myself after he drove off, how could it be th operator's fault, you could ve just look at th screen nd reject th booking, but you chose t accept it nd now ure blaming someone else, zzzzzz, singapore cabbies re just so horrendous.

I called again nd spoke t th operator this time round, explaining t her whatever tht has happened nd told her, "I don't think i deserve t pay th booking fee, it's so ridiculous, im so late already nd now i still ve t wait? Is this th way ure system works?" Nd so, she waived th $2.50 booking fee:)))) On th contrary,Comfort is actually not tht bad, th operator did not sound a wee bit irritated tho i spoke t her in sucha flustered manner, professionalism i could say.

Business has been bad of late, due t th gloomy weathers. I've been slacking so much but i like it alot. Let's pray tht business shall pick up soon aight.

Most prolly i'll be heading down t east coast for some skating this afternoon/evening with cheryl. anyone interested???

My eyes re droopy now nd i miss MR TAN K Y.
Good night world, oops, morning i meant.

6:44:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

As usual, it was th same old busy sunday. Things were quite bad initially, cuz i had t juggle with tending th cashier nd doing th models. Luckily for me, Eelyn stepped in t help, really lightened up my load.

Oh ND ND nd, not forgetting, thanks for th really yummy strawberries. Mr GOH being very very superbly nice, sent chocolate coated strawberries nd a bottle of honey lemon drink t km8 FOR ME on sunday. He came down along with Mr SONGSTER.

Th skies looked extremely gloomy when i reached th island today, my prediction when i was at th gateway-today is gonna be a rainy/slacking day. Turns out, it didn't rain but just some bits of drizzles nd extremely enjoyable winds, well, t a certain extent. M already in th sleepy nd i-swear-my-eyes-re-gonna-close mood, then th really wonderful wind gotta keep blowing like nobody's business nd tht made things bad for me in th early afternoon.

Then thr was this stupid idiot who brought th police down. Don't worry, km8 does not smuggle drugs. He's actually our customer nd he was thr on tht sunday. Then he lost his berms with his super expensive watch, handphone nd very well-fed wallet. Nd if i told you where he hung his clothes, i swear you'd laugh. He fcuking hung it on th spotlight on th coconut tree, Does our spotlight look like a clothes hanger?? So Mady got him t take it down. No doubt he took it down, but i guess he was just too lazy t look for a proper place-e.g th locker-t keep his stuff, so he convieniently chucked it at th railings in front of th V area. Next moment when he wanted t go home, he found it gone. hah, nd he kept pleading for us t make an announcement for his lost berms. superrrrrrrrrr lame.

Then later in th night, some really bored people decided t play with phones. One called t reserve a table for 1 at 10 pm nd another, asked if we had any lost nd found credit cards, said he left it at our place on sunday. First was Mr Goh nd th other was Mr Songster. Then right after i hung up, another call came in, nd i thought it was th same people so i picked it up nd decided t keep quiet, it wasn't any one of them. Nd then i felt like killing myself cuz th lady boss called nd she was asking why i kept quiet. THANK YOU XANDER, THANK YOU SONG!!!!

Regarding th top 7 most disgusting bloggers Xiaxue mentioned in her blog, i think some of them re actually super innocent. Maybe she shouldn't ve mentioned those not very known bloggers, nd i think looking at steven lim's photos re already a major turn off, imagaine if i see him on th streets, i might kick him in th face. haha.

Ayu wants t go clinic on wed, cuz of........ someone. Grrr, guys........ all time HEARTBREAKER!!

imissyou
imissurebed
imissurehugs
imissyou
istillloveyoulikeido

;you left too soon.

1:50:00 AM
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Work at 11 today, i thought business would be bad bad bad. Suprisingly, it wasn't but i slacked alot tho. Hur. Hope tht our dearest mychelle will be fine. She's fainted nd hasn't regain conciousness since 3pm. God bless.

Guess there's gonna be a number of people coming down for interviews th next few days, km8 placed an AD on TNP for these positions-Bar Supervisor, Servers, Bartenders nd FULL TIME CASHIERS. See tht, they wanna hire full time cashiers, so i guess m just waiting t get th sack. hahaha.

Anyways, met up with xander at beach station after work. Yeah guys, been meeting him up t get out of sentosa tgthr these days. Nd, he's got this bad habit of disturbing others in public, nd when i say others, they're people tht he don't even know. Damn, made me smile like retard nd laugh like asshole. Roarrrrr. Acc him t vivo today t scout for his polo tee, nd he offered me a ride home in return, how nice......... Like as if i will only accompany him if i get something in return. Grrrr, do i really seem like tht sorta person. Whatever it is, we didn't go home, instead we headed t gardens nd met up with dearest karen.

Nd t tht very very ~~not~~ irritating Bartender. Please, don't try t poke ure nose into my own personal affairs. Ure just getting on my nerves nd giving me a bad headache. I don't ve t tolerate you, you know. Nd enough is enough, m not ure girlfriend, got my own life nd especially my PRIVACY!!! Don't take it for granted tht goh pei shan valerie will just laugh through everything, cuz once i get mean, it's definately not gonna be very nice.

Nd oh, my eyes really needs t close. 3/4 of my eye is already not working nd 3/4 has shutdown automatically. Tht's how tired i am at his point.

Good Night god nd ures truly.
i missed.

;Did i just say you were irritating?? yes i did:))

12:28:00 AM
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Friday, July 20, 2007

CLINIC me,song,ayu

I see th cobwebs hanging across my screen now. Haha, now blogger looks like a whole new stranger t me due t th recent party-ings nd late night outings. Th motivation for having this post up-cuz i realised i actually still have visitors!!!! I thought my blog was three quarters dead nd nobody's gonna come ever again.

Life feels much more meaningful now, without all ure tortuous reasonings, somehow i feel th tranquilness of my life now, free from any commotion or disturbance 'cept for th occasional ones.
These candies really do interest me, like my darling, m exceptionally curious about th effects of it. It seems like fun but yet at th same time scary cuz we know it's a nefarious activity we're proceeding t.

Nd then, my voice......... I want th melliflous voice i used t ve!!!! Thinking of it just makes me wanna throw my ipod nd speakers away, totally. Imagine, how you used t listen t music over th speakers nd being able t sing(at least decently but not th best yet) most of th songs you listen t, then after a whole night of party you almost lost ure voice, but luckily it starts t heal before you even start speaking in whispers. But then after a week, you tried singing th high pitched song you used t mange t almost reach, you realise ure voice goes like, it's thr then it's gone, it's thr then it's gone. It's super infuriating luh!!!

Oh, miraculously, well not exactly but i did not get drunk this time round. Pffft. Well, of course i wouldn't get drunk when someone's not thr, isn't it??? Haha. Like last week, we headed t clinic for drinks then t MOS. Th best thing for tht wednesday night, i decided t go party without bringing my I/C, dumb ain't it. Fortunately, i still manage t get in t both clubs in some ways.

I really ve t go t sleep now. I haven't been hitting my beds early these times, it's time i suspend my activities nd try t solve my pretty punched black eyes:)

Good night, Best Friends:)
i swear i love you so much♥

;from GLAMOROUS t CLAMOROUS.

12:09:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Met up with my lil' bitches yesterday. Surprisingly, after a 14-hour shift, i managed t slack with 'em till morning. Unbelievable, not just plain slacking but with a maybe close t half an hour walk.

Nd did i mention t you guys tht, MISS KAREN actually met me up at km8??? Seriously, i was surprised she'd come, i just asked nd persuaded casually nd i never expected her t say O-K. But well, she came nd we had lotsa free drinks nd food, everything was free luh.

Everyone's undergoing th heartbreaks of seperation but no one's feeling. How did people actually manage t do tht, i don't know, but i managed t, this time round. Sometimes i wonder t myself before i close my eyes, do i still love you like before? Nd i actually did realise tht actually it's a straight no, but i had t force myself t think a yes.

You said i had always been skeptical bout you, i don't deny. But i don't think i deserve t get th blame for th skepticism towards you. Ratiocination definately doesn't work, cuz i've tried it ten million times.

For th sweet moments we used t ve nd how i loved nd enjoyed every second of it, i know it's already passé, nd i slap myself for yearning for it all th time. Sometimes, i really feel stupid nd retarded, so much i laugh at myself for being so silly.

Staff gathering till late tmr night, i think i'd be dead beat by th time m home. I've not been getting proper sleep, i think pretty dark circles gonna start getting worse. Dayat taught me th potato therapy way, not sure if it works tho cuz i've not had th time t try it. But it might be, cuz he got this info from th oprah winfrey show, nd oprah is a fine lady tht loves t help people.

Then wed night comes nd i hope i can go party again. BUT M NOT GONNA GET DRUNK THIS TIME!! BIG BIG N-O.

Waiting for my delivery woman t come back with my ciggies nd mee goreng, i swear m super hungry. OH, ND I FORGOT T TELL YOU GUYS THT MY SISTER HAS GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!! CHEERS!!!!!!

;maybe it's because i always thought i needed you.

12:35:00 AM
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Thursday, July 05, 2007

Got wasted for th second time, fcuk it. Super bad bad drinker now. Gawd, it was only vodka nd yet i got drunk.

O Bar with Dayat, Ayu, Hairmie, Izad nd some i don't know who. Super stuffy there, dang, i just sat there th whole time. Cab-ed t powerhouse after tht, met up with karen, cheryl. T'was super fun, i was already half drunk when i got thr.

Darling wasn't too happy cuz of really really dumb stuff nd he sucessfully again, initiated a break up. So i don't exactly remember wht i've done 'cept for crying nd crying. Boo, kill me please, i REALLY REALLY SERIOUSLY DON'T WANNA GET DRUNK!!!!! nd yet each time i have t get myself drunk like a bitch, great job valerie.

;clubbing is definately addictive, karen. haha

8:34:00 PM
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