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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Sometimes i really wonder why this clique here has a hell load of relationship bothers, really. Guys re really a whole truck load of crap, no, not one truck load, it's millions nd trillions nd zillions, yes.

Is it th genes in them or re we th one over doing certain things. Well, i guess it's them nd it's always them. Okay, not always nd everytime but MOST OF TH TIME!!!

Guys, you really should know something. Thr re tens of thousands of dates girls will always always bear in mind nd remember. We never step over th line nd make sure you wish us, "happy first time we held our hands", "happy first time we had sex together", happy this nd tht. Th most important is tht you actually care t remember th days nd mths we've been together nd th least we expect, a text reading, "HAPPY xYears nd x MONTHS ANNIVERSARY".

You'll get amazed at how you can actually make someone's day just with tht single message, which only requires tht little bit of effort. It's not about th effort tht you made, it's not th lavish gifts tht you present, it's th thought tht actually counts.

Th best thing is, you guys never understand why girls would cry at matters you feel is nothing. WHEN THEY CRY, IT SHOWS HOW MUCH IT MEANS T THEM!!! But you jerks just chuck it away with, don't be crazy what's there for you t cry about, full stop. Yes, nd you'll go back concentrating on yesterday's soccer match nd later's game you'll be playing, soooo cool.

Oh well, girls re evil too. They know how much of a jerk you re but yet they still wanna stick t you. Love's blind, no, love's not blind, love makes you blind, super super blind. ROAR!!!

Nd i feel super evil now, i can go on ranting nd criticising on th jerks out thr, but here i am like a silly fool waiting for my jerk t come home.

Now, back t myself, enough of complaining, i've been complaining for th whole day uh.

Was so pissed off with boyfriend just now, so much tht tears were dwelling in my eyes all th way from tanjong beach t beach station nd back t vivocity. I told him how hurting it was for all th empty words he's been giving me. Luckily for me, he didn't flare up this time, i don't know why. I even told him tht i suspect thr's something going on between him nd xiao ai (th fcuking biatch tht works at th pub his colleagues likes t drag him t), he didn't even shout at me. Instead, he explained t me in such nice manner, whatever.

A quick recap on my night. Headed t compass nd saw LAI ZHENGHAO, chatted abit nd met up with jerald, esther, kenneth, angeline nd their clique. Been eons since we met up. Gossiped abit then i headed back t darling's place.


;we'll always be, my ladys.


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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Came straight t boyfriend's house after work. Actually i wanted t give him a surprise....


Me: (Dial his mobile)
Him: Hello
Me: M going home k, not going ure house already.
Him: Why suddenly wanna go home?
Me: M afraid you might be home late.
Him: Okay okay, then you go home lo.


THEN WE HUNG UP.
10 seconds later.......


Him: You not going home right, fcuker?(wht a boyfriend!!)
Me: M going home, now on th way home. (He thought tht i wanna go meet some
other guys)

Him: Don't bluff luh.
Me: Cuz i scared you come home late. (He thought tht m tired nd wanted t
sleep early)

Him: Okay okay, then you leave my wooden door open, leave my keys behind th
door.


It's getting so not fun anymore. So........


Me: Chey, not fun already luh, wanted t give you surprise.
Him: Okay okay, bye bye.


Asshole right, i told him i wanted t surprise me nd he just returned my words with "OKAY OKAY BYE BYE" ROOAAARRRRRRR!!!!

Darling's out drinking, m hungry nd tired. Just texted him t get me fried kway teow. (hopes tht he comes home soon enough) Yeah, so m so bored now.

SUNDAY
Work was really slack on sunday, for me. Not tht this particular sunday is not busy, in fact it was kinda slam, very slam actually. Slack for me cuz i spent 3/4 th day sitting in leonard's office. I wasn't feeling too well, so i was resting on th ice box outside th kitchen, boss walked past nd asked me why i was sitting thr, told him i wasn't feeling well nd he made me go inside leonard's office nd sit. He informed all th manager's i must rest in th office, nd i felt so VIP. Haha.

I closed counter two super early this time, i guess i had nothing much t do, so time was actually passing very slowly nd i thought it was late already. Let ayu go for smoke break nd i assigned huda t counter one. Did th sales report for counter two nd tallied th ciggs, then i realised it was only 11pm. Went behind t slack till closing.

M super sick today nd yet i still go t work, m sucha good girl/worker:) Down with bad throat, influenza nd cough, i guess fever must come soon. haha.

Alright peeps, i wanna go change my call tone now. Call my phone soon, 9451.... blah blah blah.

;t'was how much i wanted t prove each nd everyone of you, how wrong you re. i've got a crush on you.


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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Was looking through my pictures nd i found this interesting picture. haha. miss th bitch luh!!!


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Thanks t JERMAINE nd DARYL ONG for bugging me till i woke up, haha. First they sent a message, then i didn't reply, they started calling (TWICE!), then sent another text. Nd so, they manage t wake me up nd i couldn't get back t sleep, so i returned their calls. Th best thing is, they bug me EARLY IN TH MORNING just t ask if IT'S PAY DAY TODAY!!!!! ROARRR!!!

Actually shouldn't be they, cuz i believe it has got nothing t do with jermaine, at th most, it's daryl tht made her call me. YEAH, SO FCUK YOU STUPID OWL DARYL!!!!

Thr was this fcuking customer tht gave me headache yesterday, super fcuk-ed up. Have you ever heard tht paying by credit card you need t sign FIVE TIMES??? Yes, one man did it. First time we closed his bill, he ordered 6 heineken, then he changed his mind t 5 heineken nd 1 bourbon coke instead. So, i void th first transaction nd closed th bill once again with th orders changed. This makes up three times he gotta sign, th first transaction, th void copy nd th second transaction. Then he wanted t add one heineken again, wtf luh? I wanted t kill him, so much.

Actually, i find tht it's quite a pity i quit km8 just like tht. M already so familiar with th cashier system. But yah, so what?

Gotta get my ass t th showers now, love ya'lllllllllllll.

;it's gonna be a busy day.


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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Woke up so late today, was up on th phone with yeo jia zhen till like 5:30am.

Since our dear ferlynn can walk now, we should start planning t go out AFTER MY PAY DAY!! Yikes, tht's why i always love end of months cuz it makes me excited:)))) Shopping trips re not exactly tht important but k-box trips re a must.

My dear darling ladys, i've been neglecting them a hell lot i know, m sorry babes:( I still love you so much no matter what. Cuz they're th bunch of happiness tht will never ever go away tho we get mean from time t time, things become fine before you even realise it.

M planning t go St. James power station t work, cuz i've decided t quit. I had th mindset t quit already, but i stayed on cuz of th promise i made t leonard. Since he's also leaving now, i don't find it a point t stay on anymore. True enough, th management thr is kind of screwed up esp. th AOM, he's super fcuk-ed up at times. Now i understand, initially when i started t work, they tell me, i work longer then i'll know, nd now i know.

M having a bad throat now, it's not sore throat cuz it doesn't hurt but it feels so bad, like thr's a big lump of sand stuck at my throat. went t th doc's few days back, asked bout th fainting spells i've been having. Took my blood pressure, nd i don't ve low blood. Doctor said tht my body's lacking of carbohydrate nd glucose, tht's all fats wht ain't it. GLUCOSE=sweets+chocalates+ sugery stuff, that's fat. CARBOHYDRATES=rice+noodles+bread nd etc..... That's all fatty FAT FAT!!!!

So, Izad decided he would help me with my lacking of glucose(SO NICE!!!) ND ND i get chocolates everyday!!! He gives me ferrero rocher everyday!!!!

Oh, it's DUMBFCUK COUSIN'S birthday today(sorry i didn't remember it), she reminded me on my tagboard, so her goes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T DUMBFCUK COUSIN MICHELLE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY T YOOOUUUUUUU!!!!!

Yes cousin, don't ve t thank me for th song:) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! i love you!!!


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HAPPY ONE YEAR FOUR MONTHS ANNIVERSARY T MR TAN ND MS GOHHHHHH!!!!!

Yeah, m bored nd super lame, i'll blog when i wake:)

nights, ma pretty ladayes.


;You came t my mind, sometimes.


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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Stupid janey bitch, you lucky ure font too small, hah, th screenshot post alr can't read th words you type, i'll find a way next time:)

Work was great today. But, with sad news. Leonard's leaving km8 in two weeks, won't be stating why cuz it's kind of personal t him, tho i know no one he knows or anyone from km8 would read this, but still i must give him some respect uh?

Yesterday was karen's mom birthday, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Okay, so here's another unnecessary post, but i just wanna type something down.
Bye, dears

;th world's coming t an end:((( nd we're all gonna die.


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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

My own judgement tells me it's gonna rain soon, i know it will, i like it.

M getting a lil' sick of working already for now. I don't know, i feel so tired everyday. But i was wondering, it might not be work only tht's making me all shagged out. How i wish i could just stay in all day long, just watch TV nd slack my life away. I don't really splurge on shopping for myself, all i need is food nd cigarettes. But no luh, I think if i really become like tht, nobody would even bother about me anymore.

Remember what you used t say? M lucky tht i actually get t earn thr, cuz th world outside is so different. Said tht i'll have t do so much more than what m doing thr, tho th pennies collected were gonna increase. But i guess, ure wrong wrong dude. You know how much lesser i do thr now, i don't ve t buy my own food, i don't ve t clean up after myself nd i get t earn two t three times more. Thr's even transport t go home after work. Th most i've t fork out for my daily expenses re my travelling expenses, maybe for th extra bits of yummy food sometimes nd ciggarettes. So i've got much more left for me t splurge on. I guess you've been stuck at one place for too long, you do not know th world outside anymore nd what ure telling me re just pure assumptions. I did believe them initially, but so what, i can't be stuck thr for th rest of my life. Chris is so much more better than you, in every aspect. But, i wouldn't deny tht ure nice as a friend, nothing else. But i know, you did not help me as a friend last time, i know it. But anyways, life's supposingly good or i might say great for you now? hur. You'll always have her by your side no matter what, nd i actually thought tht my appearance was unnecessary. I know all of you look down on me, every single one of you thr tht knows me, feels tht i can't make it in th society, but m blending in really well. Tho i don't make it big in th society like all of you do, but at th very least i made it thr.

You know, i don't need alot alot of money, i don't need t go for big big things like all you people. You have so much money, but ultimately, ure not one happy person. Is it worth slogging so hard at all? You said tht i would have been sacked if i were t work somewhere else cuz of my coming late habit. But, sad t say, ure wrong again. I don't have t be late at all, i plan my own schedule, flexible isn't it? Don't be too assuming dude, go nd take a look at how times ve changed, it's not like wht you thought it was anymore. It is no longer th century where humans slog like dogs. You'll then realise how much ure missing on.

Shit, i think i got influenced by Ms Teo, m getting a lil' emo now. But, yah just felt like blogging bout what came t my mind all of a sudden.

Bye sweets, m gonna go munch on tht big yummy dumpling behind me now.


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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

I decided against going t work today cuz of what happened th night before.

Th night before........
Seriously, i did feel kind of miserable cuz this whole thing was super ridiculous. Obviously i wouldn't feel happy if this relationship was gonna end over such matters, it's stupid. Ultimately, i waited for him outside his house after meeting karen nd sk(or was her name lovelyn, ahh whatever it is.) Th best part was, he took like twenty thousand years t go home, cuz he went t get wasted, fcuk-ed up. But i got no choice but t wait luh, cuz i didn't let him know that i was waiting for him outside his house.

He was 3/4 drunk when he came out of th cab, for th 1/4 he wasn't drunk cuz he could still recognise me nd where his home nd bed was. Then he went in t his house nd i was left t collect his change for th cab fare. His door was left open after he went in t his house, so i just assumed tht it's his silent way of inviting me into his house:) How smart i am uh.

Stepped in t his house, secured th doors then i went up t his room, he was alr half dead on his bed. So, then again, i helped him change nd all nd forced th contact lenses out of him. Then he told me t, "sleep luh."

Heh, so everything was fine th moment today arrived:))))))

So girls, th best way out t make everything fine again. Drown ure boyfriend with alcohol then bunk in with him, you'll wake up knowing everything's fine. WAHAHAHA!!!

Today.....
Boyfriend's got hangover, reported sick today so he's not going t work. Woke up super early nd bought breakfast for him. He's like th god damn emperor luh, buy breakfast for him still must feed him. But it's fine with me, cuz i super like this feeling.

T karen nd ferlynn, i can do without having t go out, so long i can spend time with him. Seriously, m contented. But obvioulsy, without th both of you my life wouldn't be completed either. HAHA.

I think i look like a monkey in this picture but i don't care. haha.

;ure my life, my soul, my boy. ure th one, TILL TH END.
said you'll be gone too soon, m gonna make them see, we found our way back home.


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Monday, May 21, 2007

I don't like this at all, i hate it when you do things like that. It seems like you don't give a fcuk nd you don't even give a damn about me. Th sudden change in attitude cuz of ure own suff, it's not even my fault. Said you'll call me, then where's my call??

IT'S ALWAYS YOOOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

I HATE YOU WHY RE GUYS SO LAME!!!!!


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Thursday, May 17, 2007


Now, thr's another DESMOND LOH nd LOH KOK tht has appeared on my scoreboard. You guys know something, i know it's certainly th same person. Whoever this person is, i think tht ure a nutcase, so...... SCREW OFF!!!! FCUK OFF!!! OR WHATEVER!!!

Maybe you should go try killing ureself by lifting up ure monitor nd crash th whole screen through ure head. It works for people who cannot find something better t do. Or maybe, go buy a dozen strawberries nd start throwing them at ureself:)

Nd, i was also wondering if you've got any sense of creativity??? Can't you think of some better names t use or rather better sounding names?? I don't know why ure head allowed ure brains t think of stupid names such as LOH KOK which is really cock, i swear.

Oh, th name desmond loh also appeared on karen's scoreboard, i believe it's someone we know. But yeah, it's just my believe. Hah, anyway i couldn't be too bothered bout who's tht. Nd m just typing so much on top cuz i've got nothing better t do when boyfriend's gone with DOTA-ing.

Gonna go watch th 7 o' clock show now. Nd, last advice t tht certain nutcase, go scout for th largest tree trunk in singapore, run towards it with ure body bending forward a little nd ure face looking at th ground, then i hope you can either become normal or die with ure brain juice spurting all over th tree trunk:)

i think i made this post sound kinda sadistic nd psychotic. But don't worry guys, M NOT. m just plain bored. haha.


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Miraculously, i woke up earlier than boyfriend today. So i decided t do some late morning blogging.

Bout th test, hah, i actually expected ferlynn nd KAREN t score full marks. But tht bitch, she soooooooo clever-ly made a very obviuos mistake, WHERE AM I WORKING AT???? Omg, karen i wanna slap ure face. WAHAHAHAH!!!!

Nd, m wondering who're all th others tht took my test. All th JOHN LOH, KEN ANG, LAO STEVEN nd TAN BOY, do i even know ya'll? Come back nd tell me who you are k?? I know you'll come back.M interested.

I don't know how m gonna slack today away, but definately slacking's way better than working. Nd i love it especially much when off day's spent with BF:)

Boyfriend's awake now, i shall screw off from th computer now. haha.

;see karen, you've been so busy, you don't know me alr. Ferlynn's caught up. Haha.


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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I feel like i haven't updated for a long time.

Today's my off, tmr too. I think it's just a once inna while thing tht i get t rest two days straight

Nd yes, I COPY KAREN TEO!!!! Haha.
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I've neglected ferlynn yeo a hell lot, i promise i'll treat you t K-Box when i get my pay k??? You'll walk normally soon, don't worry, cuz i've been wishing upon a star for you. WAHAHA!!!!

goodbye ladies:)


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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Th gay party was OH-MY-FCUKING-GOD........

Usually when ure outside, you only see a few of them, nd yea, yesterday was a whole chunk of don't know how many hundreds of them. I swear they're really soooo gay-ish. Alot of them goes t th bar HAND IN HAND t order drinks. Like so cool luh, nd they're all like naked guys flirting with naked guys. The best thing was, they did their business right at th beach. Everything you can think of, from kissing t blowjob-ing nd ND EVEN SCREWING EACH OTHER!!! Seriously, it did freak me out. Hahaha. Nd they even have th cheek t go ask th servers for towels. Imagine they return th towel with sperms on it. WAHAHAHAH!!!!

Th party ended a little earlier nd i manged t reach home around 6:15. But, it's already late enough, cuz m not having enough sleep nd i still can be blogging here, m so gonna be late for work. But, DON'T CARE LUH!!!!

Currently training a new cashier now, m gonna have more free time after i finish training her. Wait for me babes:)

I don't look forward t going t work today cuz yesterday alot of things don't tally, WTF!! Hah, but we were too tired t think of anything, so i just left it thr nd m gonna have t do it today. ROARS luh.

Okay, i gotta go eat now. Boyfriend's maid brought some yummilicious roasted duck rice with scrambled eggs nd vegetables up t th room. I gotta rush now cuz it's really late.
;love love love loves.


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Saturday, May 12, 2007

This has been my recent addiction lately. Boyfriend buys them home for me almost everyday. -SMILE!!!-

Just reached darling's house, don't know why, i feel damn tired. Again, for th don't-know-how-many times in this year, i felt faint again today, i really really wonder if thr is something wrong with my body, maybe i'll go for a check up or smth next month.

Darling's already fallen asleep when i reached his house, what a bitch!!

Party time tmr, not for me, not for th staff of km8. ROARRR!!!! m working till 6am, 6am, fcuking 6am!!!!!! ND nd nd, my schedule for sunday is 3pm, 3pm!!! I don't know why leonard thinks so highly of me. th event's finishing at 6am, by th time we're done with everything, i guess it's already gonna be 7am. Nd then nd then, by th time i reach home, it's gonna be like 8 plus. Work at 3, so it means i must wake up at 12:30pm latest. Less than five hours of sleep after a long, tired night. YOU THINK M GODDDDD????

I'll come back not so soon i think. party's on babyyy.


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Friday, May 11, 2007

Anyways, th problem with blogger only applies t singnet users, nd this house is using singnet. But, i've found a solution t it now, nd here re th photos i've been wanting t show ya'all:)

Yeah, this is our DEAREST FERLYNN YEO. I took her photo nd got away with it unnoticed.


The event on saturday is nearing nd i feel so lethargic just thinking bout it. Luckily m supposed t go work only at 6 pm on saturday, but i gotta stay till 6 am:( I suppose tht it's a gay party, at least tht's wht most have been saying. Tho, it states tht it's a Boyz Gathering, girls re actually invited also. It's gonna be happening(i think). So, party animals can get ure asses down t tanjong beach if you want, this event is also open t public. There'll be DJ spinning on tht night also. Don't know why th fcuk m i promoting this event for, but anyways, just come if ure free lo.....

THIS IS A RAIN OR SHINE EVENT, so even if it snows or tsunami happens t come along, it'll still be on!! WAHAHA!!!



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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

As i was falling asleep last night, boyfriend suddenly flipped over nd said something t me. Naturally, when you cannot make out wht someone has said, you'll go"Huh?" So yea, i did tht, nd he mumbled something which i couldn't make out again, so "huh" again i went. Nd this went on for three t four times. Then.....

Me: "HUH???"
Bf: "HUH LUM PA."
Me: "(Smiling t myself like a moron)HUH???"
Bf: "ORH, OKOK"

Then he flipped back t his original position, back facing me.

SUPER fcuking moronic luh. Don't know wht th fcuk is wrong with him. HE ALWAYS ALWAYS SLEEP TALK ALL TH TIME!!!!

He's off nd m off, YAY!!! I love spending th time with him, tho it's only at his house, i still enjoy it very much. Yea, i might be taking MC on friday, i wanna go get th doggyyyyyyy:)))

;everything i do for you, i'd put my heart nd soulY


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Why?

Why re nightmares coming again? Something tht i dread thinking about. Well no, not tht it's happening again, it's getting into my head yet again. I can't help but think about it. It makes me sooooo so much wanna breakdown, pull out all my hair nd just go crazy, you know. Cuz of a phrase you said, "i don't like lah."

It's all happening when m alone, on th way home, in th transport, cuz m always alone behind, at least for th weekdays. Th flashbacks of things i haven't seen but i could imagine, you sleeping with her, you hugging her, you watching a movie with her, you holding her hand, you bringing her everywhere you go. That was wht i once had, for a moment it was something tht belongs t me nd no one else.

I wanna go everywhere with you again, i want everything tht was once mine. I need you so much, tht i know i would go crazy if you weren't thr, i'll just go bersek. Why should i even find something tht i shouldn't have found, or rather why did you have t keep it? I want you t bring me on th cable car again, cuz tht's th first, sweetest memory i'll ever not forget. i loved it nd i still love it.

I'll have t admit ure nice t me now, but it's only half as nice nd sweet compared t last time. M greedy, i don't want just half, i want a whole. Th thing tht keeps me going everyday, is tht i know i slog so hard, but i get ure hugs nd smell nd everything at th end of th day. Tho it's very messy tangled hair tht i get when i wake up every single day, it shows how much i love t stay in with you.

Emo-ing myself away aside. I'll tell you my life at km8 today.

Today i almost vomitted. I almost died just staring at it. Yea, a lizard fell into th candles nd it drowned in th oil i think, but th conclusion is tht it has died inside th cup filled with water, oil nd wig. M pretty sure it's been dead thr for maybe two days? Cuz i was lighting up th candles at th bar, thr were eight cups of candles thr.
So, one by one i did, until th fourth or fifth one. I suddenly smelt something tht's somewhat th smell of human poo. I was just wondering if it came from th candles, so i took a really deep whiff outta tht particular cup. ND, TA-DAH, i almost wanna slap myself for using so much strength just t smell when i could have just taken a small whiff. It stinks like fcuk, i swear. Genius me knew tht obviously it was something in it tht made it smell so bad. (-punch me please, which bitch out thr won't think tht it's something in it.)
Then i scanned through th cup with my eyes, i saw something slim tht starts from broad till it was really not broad at th end, th lizard's fcuking tail. I continued staring at it for at least 5 seconds i think. In tht 5 seconds of staring, thr was nothing else on my mind 'cept for, m sucha stupid asshole. So, i decided t stop lighting th candles anymore, in case i barf right on th spot. Sarong continued with my unfinished job nd all th time he was lighting th candles, i really wonder if it's me or is thr a problem with his nose, HE DIDN'T EVEN SMELL ANYTHING nd nd HE DIDN'T REALISE THR WAS A LIZARD IN TH CUP THT WAS RIGHT BELOW HIM!!!!! Well, th conclusion now is tht, m not gonna go near those stupid candles until someone realises it nd clear it or th lizard miraculously manages t revive itself nd crawl out of tht lizard deathtrap.

I'll hafta go on t join boyfriend now, cuz i see him sleeping so yummy-ly, i can't help but wanna sleep too. SLEEP+HUG+HIS SMELL+HIM=i love, i love, i love, i really really love.


M in denial, over nd over nd over nd over again.
It's a state of BLISS, i know m not dreaming.


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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME IF FCUKING BLOGGER HAS A PROBLEM OR DOES TH PROBLEM LIES WITH THIS FCUKING COM????

On th way back in th transport today, i thought bout many things while tuning t "When You're Gone". Don't know why, but i just smiled all th way while thinking of those stuff, bout me nd mr BAMBOOOOOOO. Luckily i was th only one sitting at th back of th transport, if not i think colleagues might think m a fcuking NUT. Hahaha.

Nd, m talking t teo sok sok th CRAB(crap) now, hah. She's one helluva darling i can really, nd i mean REALLY really crap with. So, yea i'll be staring at her dp for 3 mins, then it'll stare back at me for 1 min. That is how fcuking crap she is. But, definitely i love her very much, nd tht includes, no matter wht happens:))

She just warned me not t anyhow, so i've decided t ANYHOW!!!! Heh. KAREN TEO SOK SOK, i don't know what's wrong with me, but i just feel like calling you tht!!!! WAHAHAHA!!! Fine, it's lame nd i just can't think of anything t write bout her anyway, unless.... hehehe, karen will always ND I MEAN ALWAYYYYSSSSS remember th incident in my house eh??? TEO SOK TENG, YOU'D BETTER BE NICE FROM NOW ON KNOW, it was just sheer bad luck tht it's gotta happen at my place. WAHAHAH!!! Finally, i thought of something t say, but it's a SECRET between ms teo sok sok nd me. RIGHT??????

M waiting for my lakerols t come home, whr's boyfriend??? Yea, he's still playing billard. nd dang, i felt stupid for 4 seconds. cuz i just asked myself nd answered myself.

Oh, nd talking bout stupid. tell you guys something funny bout DARYL ONG, i just thought of it. Daryl's bartending wht, so he gotta make th drinks. Then one fine day, thr's one captain's order from MADY(AOM), he wrote M/J. Being a new crew, obviously he doesn't know wht's th short forms nd wht nots for th menu right. Okay, so he asked mady, "wht's M/J?" Mady said,"you think luh(or something like tht)." So he thought for a moment i suppose, nd FORTUNATELY(note tht i cap-ed it) GARDI(Bar Manager) was standing behind him, he whispered t daryl, loud enough for mady t hear it, "MICHAEL JACKSON." ND FANTASTICALLY, daryl ong proudly said t mady, "MICHAEL JACKSON." WAHAHAHA!!!! Like WTH luh???!!!! Felt stupid nd got scolding from mady somemore. But seriously luh, imagine a cocktail/mocktail/liquer/apertif/housepour called MICHAEL JACKSON?????!!!! DARYL ONG, PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WHEN YOU STARTED GETTING SOOOOOO HILARIOUS???? Oh, nd M/J actually stands for MANGO JUICE.

Okay, tht's joke of th day, nd m gonna sign off right here.
LOVE YOU BITCHES THT COMES VIEWING MY BLOG!!!!


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Monday, May 07, 2007

Well, i really don't know how t start my post. But hell, i woke up from a fcuking bad dream, not tht it means bad t me, but it was a horrifying dream, scared th bloody hell outta me.

M happy at work, cuz for th last two sundays,
i DO NOT have any problems with th fcuking cashier.
Now it's time for ayu t buck up.

Nd, i can forget bout working at St. James now.
I told boyfriend, "I go St. James work okay?"
Bf : "There(Km8) cannot work mehhh???"
I : "Cuz th other cashier wants t go thr t work, i wanna go with her."
Bf :" YOU TRY LO."

Yea, YOU TRY LO gave me th answers t
every single question i was about t ask him,
NOT cool at all.

So, again i promised daryl this.
DARYL ONG IS TH NICEST only for yesterday:)
Cuz we were having smoke break, so was daryl nd adora nd one kitchen guy.
Then some people were getting ready t go home, nevermind bout who,
but th main person is sutra, haha.
I was sitting on th stool nd i had my left leg over my right leg,
nd for twice, he kicked my slipper off farrrrrr far away.
Stupid. So NICE enough, daryl picked it up for me,
only th second time k.

Then after work, we decided t go have prata, me nd daryl.
He ask me what drink i want,
i said i wanted teh peng ka dai dai dai dai,
th funny thing, i told him t repeat.
Nd HILARIOUSLY, HE REPEATED!!
TEH PENG KA DAI DAI DAI DAI!!!!
Then i fcuking laughed so much,
like at tht moment when he did tht,
i just wanted t punch him in th face.

Some of you might be wondering,
what th fcuk is wrong with me, or rather my posts today.
Haha, i don't know.
But i just felt like blogging in this manner for now.

Anyways, gotta go eat nd get ready for work now. Work's at 4 nd i promised leonard i won't be late. WHAT A NICE PROMISE:)


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Saturday, May 05, 2007

I think blogger's having some problems now, but it's not much of a big deal cuz at least i still can post.

I've not been going home for a whole week, nd i don't like t go home cuz nobody hugs me t sleep at home. haha. Nd this explains why i haven't been updating:)

Darling's off today, i think he'll be attending his friend's wedding later on. ND I HAVE T GET T WORK!!!! RROOOAAARRR!!! I hate this luh.

Anyway, i might be changing a job. Ayu wants t go over t st. james power station t work nd she asks if i wanna go along. Well, spoke t boyfriend bout it but he doesn't seem t like this idea.

Finally, i found th time t go visit ferlynn yesterday:))) Haha, i bought her food from hougang plaza, cuz must bu chang her for being th last one t visit her, tho not exactly th last cuz thr's still mother quek, but she still keep saying m heartless. WAHAHA!!! But i left very very shortly cuz darling wanted me t go home alr. Then i took pictures of her nd her casted leg when she wasn't paying attention, I'LL POST THEM UP AS SOON AS I GET HOME!!!!!!

It's time t bathe now bitches, i need t get ready t go t work now. byeee.


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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Yesterday, i was so happy i could leave work at 6pm. It's so crazy luh, leonard still got th cheek t ask me if i could work till 8. I just told him straight in th face, "Leonard, do you know i've been working nd working tht i've got no time for myself???" I thought he would be like, okay fine. But instead, he said t me, "yah, but no choice, gotta see th crowd." So i just walked off, nd in th end he said i could leave at 6pm. C'mon luh, m not gonna die for km8 know. Go train more cashiers luh, i need ample rest nd ample time t go out nd have fun also wht. Working so much tht i've neglected all my friends, 'cept for my boyfriend luh.

So, i left work at 6pm, nd so did daryl, adora, claire, sharon, milton, izad nd th other kitchen guy. But then i took quite some time t finish up my handover t amber, so in th end th rest left first nd daryl waited for me. Hah, but still everybody met up at beach station, cuz me nd daryl reached beach station nd saw them thr. Took th sentosa bus out t harbourfront interchenge nd tht fcuking daryl ong irritated me all th way from beach station t harbourfront, i hope izad will make 4kg of pizza dough nd throw it into his face one day, then he'll get th blue-black with a layer of white. ND I WANNA WISH UPON A STAR!!!!!!!!

At my darling's house now, he's off t work as usual nd it's my off today, most prolly i'll wait for him t come back, or not i'll go home. Dayat nd all re going t dbl o tonight, he asked me last week alr nd told me t ask cheryl also. But, i guess i won't be going. C'mon, i know bamboo's not gonna let me go.

;i rock my body hard, i make it hot dirty sexy, can you please me? i have th sex you want, i have th sex t flaunt, these beats can make you wetta, i make th beat go boom papi.



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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Finally th bitch is back. Heh. i've been busy on full shifts, yes.

ND ND for th people who were trying t get me these two days, m so so so so very sorry. Left my phone at bf's place. So there were no replies.

Work was fine on saturday, a little bit busy but still can cope. ND I PROMISED DARYL ONG I WILL POST THIS!!! HE GAVE ME A CUT ON MY FINGER!!!!!!!!! HATE HIM LUH!!! hur hur, it so fcuking hurts nd i was whining nd whining, in th end got scolded by mady, RAHHHHHH!!!!

I went t look for my darling on sunday at a pub in orchard shopping centre. It looks kinda rundown, at least t me. I was damn happy, cuz he introduced me t his colleagues:))))))))))))) It was really really nice nd sweet of him t do tht. At least, part of my assurance is back now.

Oh, nd i forgot t add tht, th weekend slam was fine for me, cuz everything tallied, YAY!!! -claps hand!!!- Hah.

Then today, i stapled daryl's sleeve at work twice, so bored luh. Anyway's, adora's a really nice nd sweet girl so yeah. Tmr's labour day, IT'S A FCUKING PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!!! I CAN'T TAKE OFF!!! WTF PLS!!!!

At bf's place now, waiting for him t come home. BUT but, he's still fcuking playing billard, ROAR!!!

Updates re a little messy, bear with it luh. M soooo tired t make it nice nd all. haha. Oh, nd i just thought of sutra nd his favourite phrase "THANK YOU VERY NICE!!!" Don't know why, but just thought of it.

-BE RIGHT BACK, soon. HEH.


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