Th Disaster Behind Every Beautiful Love

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Weekend's coming again, m so not looking forward t it now. If anyone's been reading my blog, you'll know why. SLAM SLAM SLAM!!!!!!

Today, i tried AROUND TH WORLD. Cuz th customer asked th bartender for th strongest cocktail. Dayat was th bartender tonight, so i told him t leave a little sip of it for me t try, since i haven't tried it nd i wanna know how it taste like. Well, it tasted good, i didn't really like it tho, cuz it was kinda milky. From wht i remember, thr's kahlua nd baileys nd i forgot wht in it. Th milky taste came from this two liquer. All in all, i give this drink four thumbs up:) Oh, nd i also tried SCREMING MULTIPLE ORGASM, i wonder who's th fcuker who created nd named this cocktail. But, i forgot how it tastes' like already:(( So no ratings given for this drink. Then dayat was trying t be lame once again. After i sipped up tht one mouthful he left for me, he said "You must scream!!" Then i said, " ya, must have mulitple orgasm also right??". HAHAHA!!!

The day before, i tried SAMBUCA, it taste's like strepsils totally. Haha. Dayat nd Sutra drank it before me, nd they just couldn't think of wht it tastes' like, dayat suggesed cough syrup, but sutra said, " It's something tht has gotta do with cough, but it's not cough syrup". Nd then they were thinking nd thinking till i drank it nd said it taste like strepsils. For this drink, i don't like it, nd m gonna give it one thumbs down nd i won't recommend anyone t pay more than ten bucks just for a fcuking glass of strepsils in liquid. Haha.

The next few cocktails tht i would wanna try is, caiphrina nd bloody mary. I wanna try caiphrina cuz i see alot of people placing orders for tht drink nd as for bloody mary, cuz of th concoction. Th ingredients of bloody mary includes, SALT, PEPPER, TOMATO JUICE, A KIND OF SAUCE USED FOR COOKING(i forgot whts th name of it) nd vodka if m not wrong. But well, th concoction's something like tht nd i thought it's quite an interesting drink, i bet this drink's gonna make me puke ten times cuz i asked dayat how it tastes like nd he said SUCKS.

Okay, today's post is kinda stupid cuz it's all bout cocktails. I'll try harder, ten points for my effort for trying t make my posts OH-SO-~~INTERESTING~~. I know they're not.

Nd now you're somewhere out there with a BITCH SLUT PSYCHOPATH!!! I HATE you, why are guys so lame.

3:17:00 AM
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Friday, April 27, 2007

Start counting, SUNDAY, MONDAY, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY. Four fcuking days since i stepped back home, how cool.

M getting my pay check sooooooooooooooooooooon, yayy!!! Happy i am now, but i know dear darling's unhappy. I know how you feel bitch. I've been through this stage where he doesn't wanna meet me, nd i've learnt t live with it since i cannot change this fact. But well, you might be able t change it, it all depends on simply you nd ureself.

Full shift for today, cuz ayu's off. Yep, thr's staff meeting today also, didn't attend it tho, cuz m working. Then t'was so fun in th transport today luh, laughing all th way through nd th whole transport's packed. I guess i'll take years t reach home on weekends this time onwards, cuz thr's this new staff tht stays in changi, nd it's so fcuking far away, today i only reached hougang at 12 plus.

Darling's still in town playing billard with his colleagues. Oh, nd funny funny thing yesterday. I was supposed t be coming home t sleep yesterday, but ended up in his house again cuz he was drunk, fcuking bastard. He's so god damn it irritating, nd got on my nerves so many times yesterday. He was drunk, so as a very nice girlfriend, i decided t help him change, BUT he keep telling me t stop RAPING him, WAHAHAHA!!! Now, you tell me if tht is irritating or not. Nevermind, then he kept scolding PU BO KIA(it's dialect btw), then i whack his thigh each time he says it, but th more i whack him th more he wants t say it(like a kid), nd he even kicked me(hard enough t make me fall). Then he kept saying, "AUNTIE AH!!! HEINIKEN JI KI" He took me for th auntie tht sells beer, ROOOAARRR!!!! So i just shut him up nd made him go t sleep so as t end my nightmare nd laughter. But i forgive him for wht he's done, cuz he wasn't sober enough as it is.

Nd cheryl, i think ure sooooooo damn right, mady is sooooooo full of himself all th time. gawd. I can't stand it. Well, my eyes feel so droopy now, 'nuff said for today, m gonna rest now nd call my bamboo, cuz it's two nd he's still playing billard!!!!

IM FEELING GAY!!!!

1:49:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Heh heh, Supposed t be going back home, yet i ended up in darling's house again. So, TONIGHT I MUST GO HOME!!! Anyway, i will go home cuz i'll be working full shift tmr, gotta wake up early nd i hate t wake up before him. Besides, he'll be working afternoon shift tmr, so yes, HOME i'll be.

I realised how tired i've been after working for some time, usually when he wakes up in th morning, i could be awake till he leaves for work, but for these few times, i've been snoring through, but he would still wake me up nd give me my usual morning kisses before leaving for work:)

Don't know whts happening, i've been feeling faint, i think m dying, hur. M contented with wht i have now. I have my darling nd i have my ladies, seriously i don't think i need anything much more than tht, colleagues aside, i don't think i wanna know anything more than tht. Enough of past complications, i want things t stay this way. Some things re not wht i forget, is what i'd rather not remember. My bitches, i know they'll be there always evenn if they're busy.

I gotta go ve my breakfast now, PRAWNS chee cheong fan nd a warm cuppa coffee. -slurps- DELICIOUS.

12:06:00 PM
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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

through the window of my soul
all the secrets that i hold
will be yours to share for always, always

like a whisper in the wind
a gentle breeze touches my skin
and i know you’re with me always, always

i can feel it in the air
the fire that we share
can only come from deep within
it’s a light that burns so bright
it guides you through the night
and leads you to me
so find your way back and

hold me, touch me
let the love come rushing through me
i’m yours with every breath i take
forever and ever
hold on to love
cause deep down that’s what we’re made of
never let go for my heart’s sake
cause my heart belongs to you

i lie awake to hear you breathe
only you can fill the need
that builds and burns so deep inside me,
inside me

as the moon lights up the sky
there’s a thousand reasons why
that my heart will only beat for you

you’re the reason that i live
so now all i’ve got to give
i give it to you
just don’t fight the feeling

hold me, touch me
let the love come rushing through me
i’m yours with every breathe i take
forever and ever
hold on to love
cause deep down that’s what we’re made of
never let go for my heart’s sake
cause my heart belongs to you

don’t give up but just give in
i will always be here waiting for you
love will see us through

1:34:00 PM
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At my darl's house now, came over at 1am yesterday night, haha, went home nd came t his house again.

It's raining so heavily now, don't know how m going t work later on, dang. Darling has alr gone t work, nd he didn't give me my morning kiss today, roar, cuz he was inna foul mood, quarreled with his mum over some money issues.

Starting work at 3, nd i hope today would be a good day. I've had enough of th shortage, th untallied stuffs nd everything, I HATE BUSY DAYS!!!

Nd, when m free i'll send 805 ban mian(or was it mee hoon kuey tht you wanted?? haha) t you k, fer. WAHAHAHA!!! If not you can always ask ure regular visitor, victoria, t go buy it for you, she's got nothing t do every day. Nd please get well soon:)

I read a few of my really really past posts, nd i realised something. I've not been posting bad events for all t see, i don't know why. hur, but somethings re really just meant for th ears of those that'll always be thr for you.

Oh, nd yesterday darling told me t go t robinsons on my off day t go get wht i want, WAHAHAHA!!! He's gonna get me th levi's jeans:):):) Then he will "SHUA KA" for me, sounds like credit card eh?? Don't be mistaken, it's just robinson's card. Haha.

Been staying in his house, THINK i'll stay home for th next three days. "Think" in caps cuz i don't know if i can stay home three days without coming over, haha.

&imissthladies.

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Monday, April 23, 2007

WAHAHAHAHA!!! My post today starts with laughing cuz i read karen's blog before i started blogging. SHE SAID THAT SHE'S SHY!!!!!!! Girl, you know th real you is not shy, no one will be real in front of people they don't know, much less t say ure classmates who you'll be spending 3/4 ure time with in school.

Slam days re really bad, i hate it. Saturday was really tiring, ciggarettes not tally, small matter, nevermind. SUNDAY, my cashier's short of 90 bucks, voids not tally nd idk wht nots. fcuk.

I was too tired t blog after work on saturday, i reached home at 4+, nd as for yesterday, cuz i was at my darling's place:) Then today, i kept asking him bout some stuff then he shouted at me. Then i just shut myself up nd went back t his room, blasted music into my ears. When he came back t his room, I just gave him some attitude nd didn't wanna talk t him. After he went out, he sent me this message,

Dun be so sad k, i promise i wun anyhow already k or else
you can leave me k, i dun like to see you this way k.
I was taken aback totally, you know how fcuking long its been since he knew how t send such sweet messages t cheer people up.

Oh, nd karen wants t meet me for supper someday, nd its supposed t be my treat, she said nasi lemak, so i said, "sure, after we get funan pay". Nevermind know, she asked for more, haha, dinner treat @ Chatterbox, also nevermind. She asked for even more, WAHAHAHA!!! "AFTER CHATTERBOX WE GO SHOPPING K?? YOU BUY ME ONE TOP FOR SCH OKAY?? YAY!!! THANK YOU!!! YAYY!! NO WAY, DON'T REJECT ME" I didn't even get a chance t say anything nd this whole chunk of message was in th window when i maximized it. hahaha. Now ya'll know wht a bitch this babe is, she's a total bitch.

My posts has been nothing but words, m so so sooooooooo very sick of it, I NEED PICTURES!!!!! I NEED MY CAMERA!!!!!

It's time for th homecoming on Channel 8 now!!! BYEEEEEE!!!
At DARLINGhun's Y

p.s. He's got a pink pillow case, soooooo girlish, i've got a boyfriend tht has pink on his bed, sexy uh.

8:23:00 PM
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Friday, April 20, 2007

I gotta be sleeping early tonight, cuz i've t reach km8 at 9:30am tmr, damn, which means i've t wake up at 6 plus tmr. Tht is fcuking fcuk fcuk fcuk shit early for me. RROOOAARRR!!!!!

There's gonna be this volleyball event going on tmr, nd there will be around 600+px. It's gonna be super duper crowded, so we gotta be thr in advance t prepare for th stampede-t-be-coming. I'll be meeting ayu nd mychelle at harbourfront interchange at 9:15am tmr, then take cab in t sentosa, cuz if we're gonna wait for th tortoise-ed beach tram, it's gonna take us years t reach our destination, cuz like wht i said earlier, thr's gonna be more than 600 people heading t tht one side of sentosa. I think tanjong beach wil be submerged into th sea after th event. Haha. So, tht's tht.

Sigh for now, i feel so guilty please. When i need money, karen can lend it t me straight away, now she needs money, i can't even get it for her. Dang, i really feel so bad, when she told me tht she can't travel if i can't return her th 20 bucks. Im so sorry, bitch.

My next off's on tuesday, most prolly i'll go over t darling's house:))) i miss him already.

I think m falling sick soon, or maybe it's th weather today, or or maybe m gonna die soon, WAHAHAHA!!! I don't know luh but I had a little giddy spell nd felt like fainting at work earlier on, so leonard stationed me in th cashier nd i don't ve t go on th floor, heehee. Anyways, daryl's starting work tmr, nd i heard tht he's going t army in june, mmms, not heard actually, i saw it from his girlfriend's blog.

ND ND ND nd nd nd, i hope my dear miss ferlynn yeo will feel better, so tht she can come meet me very very soon. hur, was supposed t meet her after work today but last minute she told me she can't meet me cuz she's not well t go out:((( Hope tht you nd ure dearest potato/bi ta mak/ da fan shu will get better k. love love love.

time t hit th sack now, it's not early anymore, it's 12:20am already. Nights t all th bitches nd ~~bastarddddd~~ that i love.

11:41:00 PM
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Thursday, April 19, 2007

Finally it's off day after a whole week of work. Leonard still got th cheek t ask me t go back t help them today, cuz there's some event going on during evening, anyway it's only 30px wht, need so many people for wht???

M at my darling's house now, he just went out tht's why i got th chance t use th com, bastard right this guy, i can never touch th com when he's at home. Mmmms, he's gonna go meet jason at cuppage now, then he gotta go for his company's dinner at 7pm, i guess tht jason will be tagging along with him.

Yesterday night, we kinda had a little conflict nd he ignored me, didn't wanna reply t all my messages. I asked him some stuff nd said some stuff, then he told me t go look for another guy, a better guy, fcuked up. I ignored him first then he ignored me later on. But in th end, th conflict was resolved nd he bought ponggol nasi lemak for me t eat:))) Headed t bed straight away after tht, super super sinful. (for me nd not for him, cuz he's a bamboo nd m not)

Him: You not scared i bring other girls home mehhhh???
Me: No, cuz you will meet girls outside nd all but you will never bring them home.
Him: you not girl ah??
Me: M different, m ure girlfriend.
Him: (in chinese) mmm, not bad, you know me quite well huh.

He asked me all these cuz i didn't inform him tht i was going this house, i just came nd waited for him in his room. Hah.

Him: I think we should get engaged soon
Me: (with big sparkling eyes nd big wide smile) OKAY!!!
Him: But gotta go ask your father first.
Me: Ask my father for wht?
Him: Of course must ask ure father luh!!
Me: (gave him a whatever face)
Him: Go ROM must book one right??
Me: How i know ah!!!????

Haha, suddenly i think my darling Mr Tan Kuang Yi is so fcuking cute nd yet at th same time super irritating. But then, i really have no idea if he's saying all these just for fun or is he serious bout it. sigh. But wht made him think this way all of a sudden?? wht made him wanna say all these t me all of a sudden?? There's like so many questions in my head now, i can't seem t sort them out properly.

Then, he also asked me if i want th levi's jeans, don't know why he's so nice all of a sudden-shrugs-. M waiting for him t return home, don't know wht time he's gonna come back tho. Nd i can smell th food coming from downstairs-th kitchen. cuz it's dinnertime now, nd th smell is making me fcuking hungry.

Nd t karen, i hope ure granddaddy's doing better. Whatever th outcome, stay strong alright, you still have me around, even if th world comes crashing down:))

5:35:00 PM
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Monday, April 16, 2007

Okay, i just signed up for this thing tht claims you could earn money just by surfing th web. hohoho. I know it's stupid, but i found it rather true so, in th meantime m just trying it out(no harm what). Nd, i post this here so you people might try it out with me, hur hur. Th company's called agloco, they pay you t surf th net.

click t sign up for agloco

As far as i know, everyone out thr's like short of cash nd is in need of cash for their own personal indulgence, haha. So, just go try it out, cuz it's free.

Back t myself, work was super duper tiring yesterday nd th best thing tht comes with my 14 hrs stand at th cashier, my menses cramps. I felt like i was dying yesterday, m serious. Nd those stupid bills just cannot stop coming in. But anyways, i worked till like 3:30am instead of 1am. Cuz of all th runaway bills nd th void bills nd th not tallied credit card bills, uugh, me nd leonard spent so long trying t figure it out.

Then thr's this angmoh guy(i just realised i don't know his name), he's a regular customer, a super vip at km8 i heard. I was kinda busy, nd was on th way t go send a bill when he called for me, so i thought he wanted t place an order or something like tht, instead he asked me t sit beside him, hur. He's kinda cool, cuz he knows how t speak chinese, th kind of angmoh chinese. He told me, if someone manage t catch his eye, it's something good cuz not everyone catches his eye. So i didn't know what t answer him nd told him i gotta get back t work, WAHAHAH!!!

I haven't had th time t go fix th cam yet, so thr's been like no pictures for a long long time. Next time if you guys decides t go star-gazing with ure boyfriends, i suggest km8, cuz yesterday i was out on th floor nd i realised th stars you could see from thr were so pretty. It's not th normal kind of little bits of stars you can see when ure at places like hougang or sengkang. They don't fill up th whole sky, but you can see lots nd lots of 'em, i couldn't stop gazing. pretty.

2:54:00 PM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

I've nothing much t talk about today, cuz it's work th whole day in fact.

Okay, something tht i thought about, MISS RED MONSTER CAME BY THIS MORNING!!!!! ROOOAAARRRRR!!!!! It so fcuking hurts standing for th whole day, like as if my vagina's gonna burst anytime. Nd tmr's full shift!!!! 14 hours straight!!!! Am i gonna die tmr or something?? Hah.

Anyways, it's ONLY been three nights tht i don't see him, yet i miss him so much, i don't know why. i miss my MR TAN KUANG YI alot!!!! But i don't think i'll get t see him anytime soon.

Recently, he's been doubting my every move, i don't know wht th fcuk's th matter with him. ugh.

2:42:00 AM
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Personally, i feel tht we should always start our post with good news, happy happenings.

So, first things first, I PASSED, I PASSED MY BTT!!!!!! Hur, i did th whole test so carefully please, i read every single question really properly nd i triple checked th whole thing. WAHAHAHA!!! Tht's abit over for just a stupid btt, ain't it?

Anyways, m really really tired, like totally shagged out from work today, besides, i woke up really early when i slept only at 5am th night before. For th whole day at work, i've been yawning like nobody's business. Then leonard bugged me twice about whether i've decided if i wanna be a full-timer thr. Well, initially i had some qualms bout being a full-timer, but i don't know why i just said a Y-E-S t him. Oh, whatever.

I can hear my bed calling for me now, i gotta go bitches, love ya'all!!-smwhucks-

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Friday, April 13, 2007

So, i guess i won't be blogging for this weekend, cuz my schedule's like, Friday-4pm-1am; Saturday-4pm-1am; Sunday-11am-1am. It's gonna be another tiring weekend. But, with good money rolling in.

Today leonard asked me if i wanna work full-time over at km8. Th pay will be $1400/mth, 3 mths probation then pay will increase t $1500 nd will only get paid mc leave after 6 mths, oh nd thr's also CPF. So i don't know if i want t or not, then told him i'll give him an answer tomorrow.

M taking my BTT again tmr, i really hope i'll pass this time, WAHAHHAHA!!! CUZ EVERYBODY SAYS THT BASIC THEORY IS SO EASY YET I STILL CAN FAIL!!!! Gotta wake up really early tmr, cuz th test's at 11:45am.

Vic's at my house again, with lucky. Hur, i think she's too "eng" alr. Just called my dear YEO JIA ZHEN, but she's still working:(((((

Infected my ipod with tht stupid ravmon virus, AGAIN. Fcuking moronic please, now i gotta bring it down t replace again. But, nevermind, cuz i can bring darling's ipod go fix on th way also.

Daryl will be going down with me tmr for interview, for th bartending position. cuz he was looking for a job, then just th other time leonard asked me if i got any guy friends who i can recommend t fill up th bartending position, so asked him lo. Hopefully he can make it with his stupid golden coloured fringe.

i miss my morning kisses already:( (tho i just got it like this morning, haha.)

2:12:00 AM
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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Came over t darling's house yeasterday night.

Damn tired, i don't know why, but still gotta go work.

My mommy just messeged me asking where m staying when i don't go home, hur, cuz my maid told her i don't go home all th time. Then asked me when karen nd i will be free t go learn GUA SA, but i won't be free for th whole week, WORK.

Yesterday night,
He played dota halfway then he came t hug me.
I asked him, "are you gonna marry me??"
He said, "no, marry you for what?"
I swear he's an asshole.
Then, i asked him, "re you gonna break up with me??"
Nd he said, " Yes, one minute from now."
Then went off t continue on his stupid game.
Bloody bitch.

Then we ordered macs, cuz he was hungry nd i ate with him. He ate th Grilled chicken foldover nd mcflurry nd i ate double cheeseburger. Nd you know, he hates cheese alot nd he thinks it stinks t th fcuking core. I was eating my cheeseburger halfway through nd i asked for a mouthful of his mcflurry, after i licked up th ice cream from th spoon, he went t smell it, WAHAHAHA!!! T see if thr's cheese smell on it, cuz if thr is, i don't think he wants t eat th ice cream anymore, damn retarded right.

I need money, anyone??? SPONSOR???

12:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

For an instance, i guess things re gonna be different now.
cuz you suck, big big big time.

Tie th knots nd run t th boundaries, bitch.
You know you can.

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Just came home from meeting daryl ong nd HIS MOMMY/AUNTIE PAM!!!! Hahaha, i don't miss daryl at all, but i miss his mommy. She said tht i lost so much weight nd i look so different now. I think cuz i got beautiful long hair now. WAHAHAHA!!! Then she asked me wht m doing now nd all. So i told her m working at Km8@Tanjong beach, Sentosa now. Then went off after a while. Oh, my intention of going up t look for him is for th freaking BALL, soccer ball i mean. Cuz my brother's been a big time bugger nd tht stupid daryl has been keeping it for sometime, STUPID BITCH DARYL ONG!!!!

Earlier on, i went t compasspoint t meet ferlynn, just for tht teeny weeny little while, hahaha. Slacked abit nd ate at mos burger cuz she wanted t eat, so i accompany her eat. hur hur, know how she ordered? "can you give me two tsukune rice burger with more sauce, one without onion nd one with more onion." WAHAHAHA!!! Th person kinda blurred for a second.

Then we were eating halfway then saw minji nd judith, ferlynn invited them t sit with us cuz all th tables outside re full. Then we were talking bout tht stupid BITCH karen. Haha, YES, ND KAREN TEO I HOPE YOU READ THIS. We were saying how irritating she was, cuz she everytime like t call for awhile then just go bye bye nd kup th phone like out of th blue thing. Or not say call back but never call back. IT IS FCUKING GOD DAMN-IT IRRITATING !!!!!!

VICTORIA LIM SHAN just arrived at my house, but i don't wanna see her actually, i wanna see her "la ji=RUBBISH" which is her little doggy, LUCKY!!!! Don't you think lucky sounds like rubbish in chinese? WAHAHAHA!!!

Okays, m supposed t go t work today, but i didn't cuz m so lazy t. So i msged MY BROTHER(as called by cheryl), but he so irritating cuz he did not reply at all, so i couldn't be much bothered by it. Yup, then it's off tmr, woo-hoo.

i miss you my darling, i really do. Love my bitches, screw ~~DARYL ONG~~!!!! LLLOOOOVVVEESSSSS AUNTIE PAM!!!!!! (Be nice or i'll spill ure secrets, WAHAHAHA!!!!)

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Okay, it's been a Sunday nd Monday since i last updated. Hur, nd it's only two days, karen teo, please don't be so kan chiong kays? Hahaha, it's not as if i never update for one week right? So yes, i did not update cuz i was too tired.

Sunday was a fcuking full shift from 11am t 1am. It wasn't as tiring as working on th floor cuz i did not hafta run about th whole place. I felt a sense of satisfaction after work, cuz i made a few nice colleagues. I didn't have lunch on sunday (tho i was hungry t th core) cuz th food looked scary. I don't know, but th moment i opened th lid, i closed it back. Luckily, dinner's good, thr's SAMBAL KANGKONG(you all know i love it), then leonard bought fried rice nd i shared it with raymond. After work, headed t my darling's house.

Monday, i had t do full shift again, cuz ayu's off. But t'was kinda slack cuz there were very very little customers yesterday, don't know why. Haha, i could see tht leonard wasn't veh happy with th sales yesterday, but it's not our fault mah. hur. Nd nd, i headed t darling's house again:) He asked me t go over, wierd right? usually m th one tht asks t go over.

Now, m awake nd he's gone t work early in th morning alr. I've got an addiction recently, haha, i realised m addicted t his smell, i looovee his smell, i looove t smell his bolster, his blanket nd his everything luh. HAHAHA!! I sound pervertic uh. Its something i have a penchant for and i don't see it changing anytime soon:))

Anyways, m supposed t call my dearest FERLYNN YEO JIA ZHEN th last two nights but i didn't. hahaha, m so sorry alright, cuz m fcuking tired.

11:25:00 AM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY T MY DEAREST MOMMY!!!!!!!

Yep, it's my mummy's birthday now. Sad thing, they're gonna celebrate tmr, but i cannot make it. awwwww, cuz m working tmr. But, i've already wished her when it strike 12 just now, hur hur.

Kays, anyways, i didn't go t my baby's house cuz his mommy's nagging, so i'll stay home a few days first:(((

i wanna earn lots nd lots of money then go SHOPPING!!!!

12:18:00 AM
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Friday, April 06, 2007

It's been like days since i stepped home, hur. I just returned home from my darling's house, mmmms, lemme count, been at his house for around 5 days + nights or so alr, nd it feels good?? Hahaha. Anyways, my point of coming home, is not t stay home, i just plan t come home, grab th ps2 nd get my ass back t his place.

Yesterday, I actually finish work at 5 pm, but sarong nd tht crapper/my father/leonard wanted me t extend t full shift instead, cuz it was known t all staff tht thr's gonna be an event with 80+ pax. But in th end i left at 10 nd nd, bad thing, th cashier was short of 20 bucks yesterday, nd th fcuking cashier was me. ROAR!!! M RESPONSIBLE!!!! BUT I NEVER STEAL TH 20 BUCKS!!!! nevermind.

Nd i left at 10, cuz tht sounded like so big event was actually nothing, NOTHING!!!! It ended well at around 7 or so. Then they even called back so many people t be on th floor, hur hur, stupid. Nd then, tht crapper was really crap, know how he motioned t me when he wanted me t extend. He raised both his hands up t his face level, then broadened his hands outwards nd went, " so can you exxteeeeeennndddd???" retard right.

Then today m supposed t go t work, but i was so tired when i woke up i don't know why, so i msged tht crapper said i was having rashes on my neck nd i cannot go t work. He didn't reply me, nd i couldn't be more bothered bout it. Okays, i'll hafta be heading back t my darling's house soon, if not i think he'll be boring himself out at home.

Camera's down!!! I needa take pictures lehhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Last but not least, i haven't met up with my all time, crazy/silly/retard/stupid/all-time favourite, ferlynn & karen & more which m so lazy t type out:)))

8:15:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

It's my off today nd i stayed at my darling's house for th whole day. I need rest luh, besides, my boyfriend's also off.

Th moment my eyes opened this morning, i see him playing his stupid dota. Sometimes i really wonder why he can play dota every single day, it's been for more than one year, ain't he bored or rather sick of it???? ROAR!!!!

He went out about 4 plus 5, then i packed his cupboard for him, cuz i can't stand th look of it when i open th cupboard door, i swear it's fcuking messy, i wonnder why his maid doesn't pack it. hur, maybe it's too messy nd she's lazy? haha.

He came back bout 6, nd brought back some dvds, yup, he always does tht cuz he doesn't like t go t th theatres. First, we watched curse of th golden flower, it's not tht bad but i don't quite get th whole storyline, like wht th fcuk is th whole curse about?? Is thr even a curse??? Hahahaha. nevermind. Watched th 9 0'clock channel 8 show after tht then proceeded with TMNT(Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles). For this, i really don't know wht th fcuk this whole fcuking show is about, cuz th starting is already fcuking lame nd stupid nd th both of us didn't understand a single shit, so we switched t Jackass Number 2. Hohoho, i was laughing like fcuk, ALL OF YOU MUST WATCH THIS. i swear t you under my name you'll freaking laugh ure heads off, cuz i laughed all th way.

Darling slept halfway through Jackass, so i continued alone, but switched it off after a while cuz i felt stupid laughing like crazy all alone. I'll hafta fcuking travel t funan t get my replacement ipod, jesus, it's so not on th way. But oh wells, it's fine for me since m only starting work at 5pm tmr. Maybe i'll bring it back t load songs first, ONLY if i go early 'nuff.

It feels so great tht i can stay here AGAIN!!! M ecstatic, yes i am. Like wht karen said, for th first time, she agrees tht a fight is all worthwhile. But, HOW LONG WILL IT LAST??? i don't know, but i pray for infinty:)

LET'S GO FOR A SHOPPING SPREE BABYS!!!!! (only when we get our pay checks, end of month, WAHAHAHHA!!!)

1:39:00 AM
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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

Work has been going on quite well.

My fourth day as cashier, made quite a few mistakes on sunday but luckily didn't make any today. Hur, cheryl's quitting already, then she asked me if she leaves, do i wanna leave with her. Funny, i told her i only started work for less than a week than leave, isn't tht veh bad.

On sunday, thr's this customer tht gave cheryl his number, she was damn mean luh. Th customer give her already than she just dump it into th bin. WAHAHAHA!!!

Anyways, ferlynn's gonna work at th previous pub peiying's working at. Cool, but sad thing, Mr boyfriend of mine won't lemme work at a pub. ROAR!!!

M off tmr, like finally please. I thought i had t work tmr, until leonard told me i'll take off tmr then work @ 5pm t 10 pm on wed.

I realise my posts re like getting shorter nd meaningless, hur hur, i don't know why. But again, it comes t th end of my post now. nights all, love my babes.

i miss those juicy fruits uh, when when when can we ve a full gathering eh???

2:19:00 AM
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Monday, April 02, 2007

We had a big fight tht day, nd we got back tgthr again:)))

Finally, he told me i could start staying in his house again. He just went off t work nd m alone at his house, haha. But i've gotta go t work at 5 later, dont know if i wanna go, cuz m so fcuking tired.

He bought me some stuff yesterday, heehee. It really makes me feel like, HUI DAO GUO QU, WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! He bought me th Levi's Ladies belt i wanted, nd nd on top of tht, he bought me perfume, which i didn't know about, so sweet of him please. It's really been long since i had this kinda feeling, lllooooovveeesss it sooooooooo so fcuking much:))))))))

i'll upload th photo of th stuff he bought for me another day.

Oh, it was april's fool yesterday, KAREN TEO SOK TENG FOOLED ME!!!!

This was th perfume my dearest boyfriend bought for me(:

1:22:00 PM
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